Steven asked me out last night! Actually, this morning at around 1:00.
I feel like my heart is going to explode. Every time I think about it, I can’t stop smiling. My heart is going about 98475498783765 miles per hour and I don’t want it to stop.
He has been mentioning for awhile that he needs to talk to me, but things always came up like he needed to go to bed because he had to work early, or his phone call never went through to my phone or something lame like that. But it happened early this morning, and it’s weird to call Steven my boyfriend, but that is exactly what he is.
So he called me and it didn’t go through, so I called him and it worked.
He says, “Sooooo…”
I say, “Soooo…?”
He says, “Well, uh…I’ve been thinking a lot. Um, I guess I want to know if, like, you wanted to be more than friends?”
I say, “Yes!”
He says, “Yeah? Really?”
I say, “Absolutely! Only if you want to be more than friends with me.”
He says, “Uh, duh!”
And we go on to say how happy we both are. I let him go to bed because he had to get up early this morning and he told me he loved me over the phone. My heart about exploded. So I told him I loved him too.
He texts me and says, “Gahhh im so happy!! I love you and this is gonna be perfect finally us!”
And I replied and said, “I love you too and I am sososososooooo happy! (:”
So we said good night and sweet dreams to each other and lived happily ever after. :D
I think Steven is going to ask me to be with him later on tonight.
I’m both real nervous and real excited. Nervous because we’re best friends and what if it doesn’t work out and things won’t ever be the same between us? I’m being optimistic though.
Excited because, well, I’ve wanted this forever. I’ve known this boy since the 2nd grade and I used to have the biggest crush on him. We lost touch after I moved and began to talk again when I found his myspace in freshman year of high school. We’ve been talking ever since.
Anyway, on Friday he texted me early in the morning when he was getting ready to go to work and said, “Remind me that i have to talk to you about something later tonight :)” and I said, “Haha I’ll forget. What is it?” and he said, “I won’t forget, its been killn me, its about us” and I said, “Is it bad?” and he said, “Absolutely not far from it :)”
Well, he got busy and never brought it up, so tonight (which I guess was technically last night at around 8:45 or so) and he said he got busy and never got the chance to and to text him when I got out of the bath (which I never took, though I planned on it), so I did.
Well he texted me at around 11:30 or so and said I never texted him, so I guess he never got the text and he said he didn’t either. So he goes, “Well, I have a question. How do you feel about long distance relationships? honestly” and so I said, “I believe they can work out as long as both parties involved can make it work.” and he says, “Yesss and trust!” and I said, “Absolutely, and honesty too!”
So he texted me back and asked if he could give me a call to finish what he wanted to say because he was basically falling asleep while texting me, and he has to work in about another hour or so (around 7:30, it’s 6:13 atm) and so I’m nervous with what he’s going to say.
But I’m also very excited. I’ll post more later, for now I’m going to try to get back to sleep. Goodnight, Tumblr. <3
It’s been decided. On October 20th, 2010, we will wear purple in honor of the 7 gay boys who committed suicide in recent weeks/months mostly due to homophobic abuse in their homes at at their schools. Purple represents Spirit on the LGBTQ flag and that’s exactly what we’d like all of you to have with you: spirit. Please know that times will get better and that you will meet people who will love you and respect you for who you are, no matter your sexuality. Please wear purple on October 20th. Tell your friends, family, co-workers, neighbors and schools. RIP Tyler Clementi, Asher Brown, Seth Walsh, Justin Aaberg, Raymond Chase, Billy Lucas and Cody J. Barker (picture not shown). You are loved.
NOW GO TUMBLR BLOGGERS, REBLOG LIKE CRAZY! WE WANT EVERYONE IN ON THIS!
Rest in peace.
I never knew how well my best friend knows me, but he does. He pays amazing attention to the littlest details, it makes me truly lucky that I have such an amazing boy as my best friend.
Last night around 3:00 AM we were talking about how well he knows me because he found the address letters at Meijer arranged into the word “CUNT” and he found it absolutely hilarious, so he sent me a photo of it. He says, “I’m sorry, I know you don’t like that word, but it was just so funny.” And I really don’t remember ever telling him I didn’t like that word, when would that ever come up in a casual conversation anyway? Well, he knew, and he goes, “See, I told ya I knew ya” and I said, “Ohhh, you think so? What else do you know?” And he says, “Oh, you don’t wanna know what I know.” And I said, “Haha, oh?” And he goes, “Yeah, it was supposed to sound like I know some bad things but I was jk”
So he sends me a six page text message about all the things he does know about me:
1/6: Okay here it goes, your a city loving girl, you want to move to California to live and open your own salon. Your 5’1” your not fake. Your agnostic and
2/6: hate drama. You have a tattoo and a Monroe on the left side. You have dermal anchors that u almost pulled out. You graduated from Linden High with a gpa
3/6: that i dont know. Your natural hair color is brown. Your nineteen. You have an amazing personality and a beautiful smile. Blue eyes that light up the
4/6: world. Very straight teeth and an amazing kiss. Hugs that anyone would die to have given. You want out of your house ASAP. Your a night owl. Your single and
5/6: in love. You listen to pop/indie/metal/rock. You love coffee. Sex and the City is your favorite. You like snakes. Your very trustworthy to me. Your always
6/6: there for me. Your good in school. And most of all I love youu!
…Oh ya u like to party! And dance in the rain and love bubble baths
<3 This boy is amazing.
It’s actually the 3rd now, but I got my dermal anchors on the date stated above.
I’d hate to be egotistical/conceited/any other word that is a synonym of these, but I think that they look pretty good and I’m very happy with them. (:
Local Natives “Wide Eyes”(acoustic)
All the men of faith and men of science had their questions
Could it ever be on earth as it is in heaven?oh. my. god.
lovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelove x infinity.
